Sundog, muncie, SL, thank you. This past week has been bad on the depression front but last night I hope was the final crash. I slept for fourteen straight hours and woke up with my usual anxiety but without the depression. It's so strange to be relieved by that but I was. I think between my current real life problems and the anxiety, I just get so beaten down that I collapse into total despair. If that's the case, I have to find a way to prevent or deal with that as I don't trust the way I think when I'm that depressed.

You guys are good friends and as always, it means a lot that I can come here when I'm so desperate.

Now back to dealing with being so tense I tremble. lol.

All of you.

Cyran0