I find myself looking forward to talking to her. Having someone that I can say almost anything to makes life easier for me. But, I don't like feeling like I need her. I have only met her four times. My grandma died last week and I kept looking forward to being able to talk about that to her.
She didn't like the word "need" though. I kind of mentioned my strange feeling right at the end of the session today. (dumb on my part) I just didn't feel comfortable saying it until it just popped out. I know that feeling a need for a T is a part of the relationship sometimes. I mean it was covered in my ethics in counseling class. But, I don't like to develop a dependence on someone if I can help it.
I like her postiveness. It makes me want to be more postive. I just seem to lose my desire to even try to be positive in my thinking when I don't get to talk to her. I don't know why.