Thank you all!
I don't really know what I would like to do with my life at this point. I think I'm quite content with the way things are going. I enjoy being "just" a wife and mother, and it takes so much effort, I don't really have the time or energy to do anything else. Maybe when the kids get older. I feel like I have to completely redefine my life. Pre-marriage I went to work and then to the clubs with my friend. Or on dates. That's pretty much all I did back then, work and get drunk. I'm too old for that now, and getting drunk really doesn't seem so alluring anymore.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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