Pictures were taken at my birthday dinner. All of them that are of me are horrible. My horrible gummy smile, the braces, the glasses, the bad lighting, the bad angles. I look like the stereotypical geek. I had a wave of anxiety once seeing these pictures, my head hurts like hell and I started to cry. I want to kill the pictures, delete my facebook and just.. pretend it never happened.
When I take pictures of myself it takes me a while to find one I like but generally I can find one that makes me look beautiful and cute. In the mirror I think I look amazing, and people I've met on the bus, on the street have randomly complimented me on my appearance. There has never been a shortage of attention for the opposite gender.. but pictures.. I hate them. I'm not photogenic.
I don't want this batch of photos to ruin my day, I was feeling okay after dinner with my presents and all I fun I had but.. these pictures are seriously bad..
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