I wish I could hear your voices.

Reading messages just isn't the same. It doesn't offer the same amount of comfort.

I'm still lonely. I'm sad because I've been excluded somewhere for a while. It was my own fault, but I still don't like it.

I wish I wasn't excluded. It feels horrible. I'm angry at being excluded, and sad. I feel like getting back at people, but instead of hurting them, I would be hurting myself.

I'm getting upset again. (Why do I always seem to get upset at night?)

I can't stand getting upset. I can't stand it. It makes me want to hurt myself.

I'm lonely because I've been excluded. I don't like it. I don't like it. I can't stand it. I can't stand it.

Who will listen to me? I can't post about the details here because last time I did people got upset and the thread got locked.

Will someone listen to me via pm?