I hate breaks too. My T is planning a 2 week vacation which translates into 3 weeks between sessions. In January we had a similar situation and it was o.k. but I hadn't developed the attachment that I have now.

I'm going to ask T if I can see one of her colleagues while she's gone - just to talk about the separation. I don't know how I'll be able to handle 3 weeks. Even now I count the days when I only have to wait 3 or 4 days. I wish I could be put under for that time period and wake up on the day of my next session.

It's amazing that such a seemingly insignificant event can trigger such fear. I am blown away by my own reaction. I hate it.