Thank you all for the great advice. It will be very helpful on my next job interview.

Although it's hard to get rejected all the time, I still keep going. I never cared about money, but in a couple of months I have to worry about my finances too. So stress is increasing.

It's hard to find a job, because I don't feel comfortable when I meet new people. I'm still able to motivate myself for a job interview, but deep down I know it won't work out.

If I do manage to get a job I might feel guilty. Because they don't realise that they've just hired a total mess.

Nevertheless, I'm still trying. Because I know I will never get out of this if I don't have a job. There must be someone out there who can be tricked into hiring me.