Sounds paranoia. And delusional. I get that. Delusional = ei g co vi ced things ate happening w/o proof but you're 110% convinced.

I'd freak if they told me all that. Even "regular" ducted things so
etimes send me into a freaked-out tailspin.

I
not all that great myself the last few days but I couldn't not respond seeing how you were feeling.

Hug!