Yeah I'm really shy in some situations - though generally I would say I'm more 'reserved' or 'awkward' than 'shy' - but it often amounts to the same!! It takes me a long while to get comfortable with someone, or with a certain group. I'm the quiet one at the back who never says much. Then when I do get comfortable with someone I always find myself thinking I don't like them! I'm finally starting to acknowledge that is the reason why I usually sabotage relationships... I just don't believe that someone could like me as much as I like them! Because I'm super awkward in basically every way!
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What if you slept? And what if in your sleep you dreamed?
And what if in your dreams you went to
heaven and there you plucked a strange and
beautiful flower?
And what if when you awoke you
had the flower in your hand?
Ah! What then?
Samuel Taylor Coleridge
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