I haven't questioned my skills so much as... my belief in Fate always makes me convinced I am accidentally turning away from it! Which doesn't really make sense but all the same... I recently turned down a job and freaked out about it for days. Not because of the money or the opportunity, but because 'what if my soulmate had been there and now I'm going to never find them?!?!"
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What if you slept? And what if in your sleep you dreamed?
And what if in your dreams you went to
heaven and there you plucked a strange and
beautiful flower?
And what if when you awoke you
had the flower in your hand?
Ah! What then?
Samuel Taylor Coleridge
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