I have been dx with both Bipolar 1 and BPD... my moods never seem to go match up with what's going on in my life... and I meet all 9 of the criteria for BPD... I never know from day to day (usually hour to hour) witch Dx I'm dealing with.. I find it hard to even make long term plans because I don't know what I'll be like.. It's very hard and I really can't wait until May 31st when I FIANALLY get to see my pdoc and get my mood stabilizers started... I've been on Cymbalta now for over 7 yrs and anti d's over 11 yrs... it just doesn't cut it... I want some sort of real life...

I wish you all the best and know that if you need someone who truly understands there are MANY of us here ((( )))