I have attempted suicide 3 times in my life all of wich were drug related in one way or another. I found that most of the time i did not believe in a higher power of some sorts. 3 years and 2 months ago i tried to get the police to do the trick but for the sake of somebody upstairs they missed. Where I am going with this is that although i was suicidal I was not seeing the big picture but only what I wanted to see and that was poor pity me. To this date I am sober and living a life. Might not be the one that i always dreamed of but things are always getting better.I have my ups and downs now and then because I am a bypolar type2. I wake up every day and wonder how I can change my life for the better then I do it.

Talking to people a family member, a best friend, a preacher and yes the ER will help ease your mind. Early into sobriety and I do not attend as much as I used to but i went to AA and found people with not only addiction but suffering to. I found people who had been down my road who also contemplated suicide and was able to work it out so that things seemed right in my head. My suggestion to you is that if you are reserving the thought that you might follow through with suicide then talk to somebody quick!