Thank-you everyone for replying, everything everyone said makes a lot of sense, and I have thought the same things myself. I have considered getting a new therapist because I know she really doesn't understand my problem. At the end of most sessions, we are pretty much mad at each other. She just doesn't understand that I just can't stop. My boyfriend is truly great, he tells me great things about myself, both personality and looks. And I know I'm attractive, I get hit on by other men on a daily basis. I just feel so insecure when I do see a female that is also attractive. I know how trivial that must seem. I have three months to get it together because my boyfriend has accepted a job out west and I will not be going with him if he does not see improvement by then. He can't handle being accused of things he's not doing. And I don't blame him.