Even if people are a little boring to me I still try to keep talking to them, waiting for the day when suddenly a sentence sparks my interest, and leads me on a path to discover the hidden unique qualities I hadn't seen before. Sadly, I haven't much luck so far.

The friends I have found interesting in the beginning have ended up laughing at the pain they had inflicted upon me in the end. I'm suspicious now of people, even more so of girls my age (I'm 16). A girl I used to be friends with and who made it her life goal to ruin my life, is still trying to get back around me to cause me more emotional distress. She's literally a stalker and I'm so tired of dealing with it.

The boredom I think is just that I've been going through the same cycle with people my entire life. Friends, big drama, and then crash and burn. Friends again with the same person, drama, burn. Friends again, drama, burn. It's like watching the same movie, and it's not even a good movie, everyday for three years.