Things seem to be getting to me today. I'm in a rant mood but it's given me a headache.
FIRST: My ex-best friend sends me the song the both of us used to like. With her it's like a peace-offering or a sign of wanting to be friends again. I was triggered and ranted for over an hour of how much I dislike her.
SECOND: My cousins who don't know each other (i'm sure one another weren't even aware the other existed), add each other on facebook. Not such a big deal, but I seen it and automatic reaction was "omg, please tell me they know they're both my cousins and somehow family even though not blood related". My second reaction was "who the hell is going through my list to see what people they haven't got added yet!". People shouldn't be adding people they don't know!!! I have no idea why this bothers me so much but my Dad's side of the family and my Moms' side of the family have always been two VERY SEPARATED bubbles (i haven't' spoken to anyone on my dad's side in YEARS) and them crossing is like.. suddenly the laws of physics don't exist anymore, my brain is going to explode and the world will end by next friday.
Why is life doing this tooo meeee
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