All my recent luck is running out again! It seems like this continual roller coaster of good and bad. Everything was going great, I got over my breakdown, found some ridiculously amazing friends, spoke to my father, got a job offer as a manager of a pet store, etc. etc. etc.
Now all my 'amazing' friends who I used to see a few times a week haven't contacted me or invited me out in months, they all go out and I never hear about it, my job turned out to be the biggest load of crap ever (let me just say it is a veeeery long story, so I decided to quit last week, only to find out that a staff member overheard talk that I was going to be fired), my father disowned me and accused me of some awful things that are both illogical and untrue, and now I'm losing all my hair from stress. I went to make an appointment with a specialist after being referred by my doctor, only to find out that one appointment will cost me $130. So I am 23 and on the verge of going bald from stress. I'm absolutely devastated about it, I don't know what to do. It just keeps falling out, I've lost so much that you can actually see it receding at the front. I used to get bullied in school and one thing they picked on quite a lot was my hair, so this is hitting me pretty hard. If I had my job still I'd be to the specialist in a flash. But now there is no way I can come up with that money.
I'm getting less and less motivated in life, I'm getting to a point where I just want it to hurry up and be over, I can't get excited about good things anymore because it never seems to last.

Anyway, I just needed to get that off my chest, I haven't really had a rant in a while...