I was on those payments before my job, the problem is they need to investigate my claims of why I quit, and if they don't think my reasons are good enough or they don't believe me I could get penalised by having payments cut off for a few weeks/months, or have my payments cut off all together. If that happens, I won't be able to pay my rent and I'll have nowhere to go. Now I'm trying very hard not to stress too much about that because I was told that will probably not happen. All that goes through my head is there is a possibility, I think my mind has learnt through my life to be so prepared for the worst case scenario that it's always the only thing I focus on. It's become some a protective frame of mind for me. But it causes nothing but panic and stress.
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