I broke up with my boyfriend. I had never had one before...I had had 37 years of loneliness...I just wanted to make this 'work' so badly to end the loneliness...but he yelled at me for no reason, disrespected me, took me for granted, wouldn't tell me what he liked about me, would not be romantic, forgot me on Valentine's day, on Christmas, talked instead about buying his ex-wife a gift, not me. Loneliness is better than not living a love life of integrity, of worth and value.