Thanks your replies. I spoke to my pychiatric nurse today and she said she doesn't think I'm bipolar because my moods are reactive to my environment. She said I have reactive depression and I go from one extreme to the other-ridiculously high and energised to really low and depressed...I know I should feel. better about this because it is not an illness anyone would want! But I just feel so low! I'm fed up of not knowing how I'm going 2 be. I was really high yesterday but am so low today!

I'm so sorry coz I probably shouldn't even be on here, especially if I'm not! I'm just really struggling 2 cope!

Sorry 2 vent n thx for listening! Hugs 2 u all xx