Confusedinomicon, thanks for your encouragement, which came at a critical time. I had no idea how dangerous my psychosis was until I found how seductive and good sui seemed. Whether or not you are aware of it when you write, it is efforts such as yours that keep us fighting for life when the end looks so inevitably imminent.

Keep taking the meds you need to survive, and keep up your wonderful gift of encouragement.

Peter