For me this should read I lost it because of a neighbor.

Or I have lost too much because of a neighbor.

Or seeing the neighbor always reminds me of what I lost.

Or every morning I go out and see what damage my neighbor did.

Or every week I have to open bills caused by my neighbor.

Or every night I have to take pills so I can sleep because of my neighbor.

Or how my neigbor broke my heart.

I could go on and on