I'm really just keen to go away from here, I hate here, the Gammon Ranges is the edge of the outback so it is literally in the middle of nowhere- no phones, no running water, etc. etc. The last time my friend invited me away I panicked at the VERY last minute and said no, when he was about to come get me. I felt really awful about that. I don't want that to happen again, but I don't want it to get to the day and I wish I had gone. But I'm so panicky about people. Though it would probably be fine and I should just toughen up. Ugh I don't know.