nothing to say, but im hurting, sad, worthless, hated, tortured, disliked, a loser, meaning, too negitive, a failure, cant succeed, cause problems, cant win, am a nobody, will never amount to anything, will never get a real job, will not get rid of facial hair, lose weight, have energy, eat healthy, see the dark sky, never see light pollution end, survive sounds, live how i used to, no live friends, get a female to kiss/marry/sex with...just nothing.