Hi greenleaves. I've been reading your posts on this thread...seems like you are not getting the support you need.

Maybe you could start a new thread, like "I'm starting over" It's just an idea...

Sometimes people don't feel like posting when the thread is like "COME HERE LOOK AT ME RIGHT NOW". Your posts sound a little demanding.

Please don't take it in a bad way. I know what it's like to be desperate for help. I wish you could get all the support you need, and feel safe here. People DO care.

Maybe, you can also start by replying other posts...it helps both you and the other person.

I want to get to know you, I care.
(((((((((hugs)))))))))