Just can't work this out...and I'm frustrated because I know I'm not stable as such.

I can't get to sleep before midnight. Then I struggle to wake up in time for my alarm at 6:30AM for work.
I am very opinionated and my conversations get very heated as I usually insist On getting my point through. I'm not too willing to listen to others' point of view. I am very irritable and feel overwhelmed, especially at work. Just yesterday I shouted at colleagues to back off and just leave me to find my feet. Because I have a lot of work on my plate. It all seems too much.
So, hypomanic doesn't quite fit, because I'm tired in the morning. But I get through the day and battle to fall asleep. I'll also wake up in the middle of the night, but usually fall asleep within minutes.
I don't feel depressed really; just a bit alone at times.
I took a Klonopin this AM and it nearly knocked me out.
I've taken to listening to my iPod most of the day, including worship music. A bit of a different routine for me.
I also cancelled my T app yesterday because I almost felt like I needed space. Needed time to work out where I was at. I'm being quite nasty and selfish to other people too.

My pdoc had given me Concerta to try, but I didn't feel it helped much, so I stopped it a week or so ago. I just take my Lamictin and Wellbutrin...
I don't like the person I am and feeling the way I do