I hope it's OK to post this here-- wasn't sure where it fit best.

Something just came to my mind after reading a post.

It was noted that for some, the more posts they make the more mental disruption they are experiencing.

I wonder if I'm alone in the fact that the less I'm posting the more mental anguish I'm in??? For me it's--- "No news is BAD news" !!

Having paranoid thoughts -- I fear exposing myself, which will lead to my demise, and battle that every time I'm on a forum. My dissociation keeps me numb so much that I struggle to realize just what I'm feeling and even struggle more so to put it into words.

So, for me-- I would feel like I'm getting much better if I could only post as much as some do!!

Funny how perspectives can be so very different. I do wonder if I'm alone in the way I am...........

mandy