I am at times a difficult person.

I behave in difficult ways especially when I am in pain, when I feel cornered, when traumatized and triggered, and most especially when I am in a situation when I really should say the No I want to say but I'm not yet saying it.

I'm thinking especially of a past relationship with a specific boyfriend. I really needed to get out of the relationship, it was not healthy, but instead stayed, and certainly was not heavenly to live with at all times. It happens.

I'm pretty even tempered now and my life is set up so that I can have plenty of alone time which I need. So I'm probably not difficult to be with lately.