Sigh, I don't even know why my other thread was locked down. No one PMed me about it.

Anyways, I'll start a new thread so I can vent about my problems. I don't want to start a new thread for each and every problem.

Right now I have a serious problem with procrastination. I'm spending way too much time on this site because I'm searching for something. I think I'm searching for a feeling on this site, a feeling of being loved and cared about. I keep posting and posting, trying to find it.

When I don't post about my bad feelings, they build up inside and I feel like hurting myself. It's a really bad coping mechanism, I know.

I'll be nice if people responded to my posts but even if people didn't respond, it would be better than not posting at all.