Everyone I've met (in person, and I'm not saying all bipolar people are like this) who's bipolar has annoyed the heck out of me. They are so bossy and ALWAYS want their way. Now I've only met three bipolar people in my life other than myself so obviously this doesn't mean that everyone bipolar is like this, however it scares me. I wonder if I'm like that, I wonder if people want to be around me. Lately I've been really moody and snippy, and every time I get this way my self esteem takes a plunge. I hate who I am sometimes. I hate not being able to control my emotions, even on meds. I sometimes wonder if when I get married if I'll get a divorce because no one will be able to handle living with me, or if when I have kids if they'll think of me as their crazy annoying mom who they try to avoid except once a year. I don't want to be that person. I try very hard to stay calm and apologize for when I don't but sometimes I just can't help it. Is their anyone out their who feels the same way?