(( Mandy )) I went to the store..and am back..yes we do not scream over and over we need help...you and I seem a lot alike I too use to be kind of punished for not showing happy all the time. At the same time middle ground is saying hey I feel bad because.....fill in whatever the blanks are for whomever....and would like some support...sometimes these things can be overlooked too and then I just don't post and I agree the small things I will not post too...lost keys etc. I hope you can find your voice on whats bothering you and maybe someone..or many will be of help to you