Thank you both for understanding. It is all so strange, Can you imagine explaining that to someone at a cocktail party? ususally I just get little ones and I can distract myself. This one was a big ugly outta control one.
I did do the garbag e bag thing. And I feel kinda better. If Richie was alive he would have handled the whole thing. I guess I have to get my act together by myself now. Its sink or swim.
Than you both again. ilike your pictures/ avatars or whatever theyre called

Hugs.