Youre welcome and thanks on the avatars and pics.....I kinda know somewhat how you feel as I have OCD features ...and am sooo bad on meds

like will I die or get all the side effects PLUS new ones if I take this

so I do know....If it was a spider fear thats what I would have done with the AC only I would have it on with tons of duct tape

HAHA and NOOOO its umm not the kinda stuff you talk about at parties or the PTA

Again I am so sorry for your losses and part of me thinks the OCD may be worse right now from all the after stressors
hugs