helpful hint-don't allow your bipolar define who you are. plus these actions may not be caused by your bipolar.
impulsivity comes to mind.
when you do this is your underlying cause brought on by anger?
have you looked into passive aggressive behavior? that could be usefful too for you. check out "conditions" at top screen for it.
hope these suggestions may be beneficial to you.
you are blessed with having your good friends. they see good things in you too or they wouldn't be your friend. 
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