your husband is emotionally abusive to you!!! if he was my hubby i'd kick him to the curb. BTW is the curb on YOUR property? JK.
no, you're not a piece of crap...we all have value and worth. consider the fact that HE may be a piece of crap!
glad you are going to get help so you can find "youroldself". 
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