It seems as if my feelings are gone. . . .
Why can't i feel anything. i don't know. . . .
Had a friend who used to listen to me and i used to feel comfortable talking to.
I told him i wanted to see a psychiatrist and now he's gone. doesn't answer my msg's or call.
Why can't people understand i'm not what i'm with pleasure.
I hate myself i really do but what can i do.
Disturbed and alone, earlier i used to cry. but i can't cry no more.
It seems im back to the state i was earlier before i came here in P.c.
My world seems totally shattered. I just don't have the courage to take it anymore.