It's not the fact that he's not talking to me that hurted me but the fact that the reason for it is the one that hurts me. It's cause i'm like this. And i cannot change the fact. i have no options. That's the very reason i don't disclose my feelings so easily to anyone. I wish i could meet him spend some time with him. Help him as a friend like he has many times over the phone. But i'm myself stuck with no choice. I don't at all ever want him to consider that im not like others, something's very wrong.
I just wish him good luck for his future. I just wish he would know i was the one wrong. he is right and should never give up in life. And that he should be strong and have a great future ahead. May god bless him.
As for im concerned i know there's nothing i can do about the way i am but see a psychiatrist and that's what im gonna do. . . . TY LOADS CAN'T STOP CRYING. . . . . . FOR UR CONCERN. . . .I'M HAPPY TO HAVE SOMEONE TO SHOW SOME CONCERN. . . . TY AGAIN. . . .