my ex boyfriend got engaged 3 months after our breakup and then married one month after that. we were suppose to be married. We were together for 2 years and he begged me to marry him within three months, but I wanted to wait a year. He got scared at that point and we kept seeing each other, we lived together also. I am having a hard time believing and not wanting him. I have tried to date and I don't have any interest in anyother man. Is this normal? How can he be married and I am unable to even let a man hold my hand! What is wrong with me? He lied so much to me and I can't seem to move on.