Thanks everyone. Again I want to clarify I was only using the fast food reference to point out I could be in a situation a lot worse and these people feel better than I do. I am in a bad situation right now though. Probably as a result of my depression and low self esteem (both a result of my social phobia.) I have a degree in graphic design after finally deciding on that career path and facing anxiety. It's been 2 years since and I'm afraid of finding work in design, a lot of anxiety surrounding this. I've never had a real career, I am still in retail and as a result of debts I moved in with my parents. I am depressed about not being financially stable. I feel like a failure. On the plus side I love being with my very supportive parents because they understand what I'm going through and I don't feel lonely. My close friends live out of town and I can't see them as often as I like. This is good being with my parents. It's the wake up call I've needed, I've put off help for too long.

If anybody wants to see my graphic design portfolio, to offer words of encouragement etc... go to jasonawindsor.com