Hi introvertguy. I don't have social anxiety or social phobias but I have massive generalized anxiety issues and also suffer from depression so I can relate to what you're feeling if not the cause.

In some respects I really relate to you. I was a social outcast and ultimately the victim of violent bullying as a kid which ultimately led me to reject social norms and the mainstream. I really related to punk music and formed a punk band of my own. As I pursued the arts I grew and formed a band that I suppose you could say was Devo-esque. I continued to explore and assess my artistic aptitudes and in the end I found my writing skills and media prowess made me an excellent filmmaker. It took years but I currently work as a TV producer and write/direct most of my productions.

I share all of that because I did that while dealing with anxiety and depression. I go to work everyday dealing with these issues. The only reason it's worked is that I've gone into therapy and worked with psychiatrists numerous times over the years while also reaching out in places like PC. I can't say what will work for you but for me my talents would have been wasted without getting help so I'm glad you're making that leap. I really hope it works for you and that you'll let us know how you're doing. This can be a great place for support from all kinds of good people.

btw, I took a look at your portfolio and I see talent there (I work with graphic designers and animators five days a week). Graphic design is an insanely competitive field but you're off to a great start so I hope you keep going.

I hope you get some relief and I'm glad you have such great parents.

Cyran0