You know, it's so amazing how much you KNOW for a fact that you're not a bad person, and that even though you know the truth, someone is always out there to make you feel like crap and put you down. I feel like absolute s *** because I know the truth, but he won't accept it, or listen. I've wasted 5 years of my life with this man, and nothing I can do or say will make him change his thought process.
So, if I'm right, and I know it, and he knows it, why do I feel so freaking awful about this?
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A good friend once told me: All the things that you are doing for others DO NOT GO IN VAIN, and it may seem that you are not getting a return, but you are, maybe not now, but God never lets any good deed go unrewarded.
"How can I feel abandoned, even when the world surrounds me;
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me;
How can I know so many; never really knowing anyone;
If I seem superhuman I have been Misunderstood."
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