nice girl, we're here for you.  sounds like you have depression. it seems your brain has shut down as i call it protect you from the void. this causes no crying. in depression it's the case of being numb. hang in there. be kind to yourself. try to do little things but not overwhelming tasks right now.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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