Sigh, I skipped classes today because I just didn't feel like getting up. It's really bad of me to do that. Going to classes really helps me learn the material.

I wish...I wish there was a structured environment for me...I wish there was a place I had to report to everyday and I would study there and have some people to talk to.

I know I can do well when I go to class and study. I just lose my way. I do horribly in unstructured environments. High school was structured and I did really well.

There is no structure at all in university. I could skip classes all the time and no one would even notice. It's all up to me to do my studying. There is no class time to do homework or study or whatever...

I don't think I'm an adult yet, even though I am an adult. I have to learn to accept the responsibilities of being an adult. Right now I still live with my parents. I don't think this is helping me become an adult, ie. responsible.

How I wish there was someplace I had to report to everyday to study....