Yes.

If I thought it would help you, I would also list all I've gone through/tried...in the 19 years since my disabling injury.

What we haven't finished doing (you and I) is perseverence! Stick-to-it-ive-ness. grrrrrr

We don't know what's going to be developed in the future for us. Certainly something better will come along. Something you might not have and might need is more often therapy sessions, having someone to talk to to help you work through your feelings of desperation, of hopelessness, and to encourage you and be honest with you about your worth as a human being.

I know you want to give up. I know that feeling, 1 foot in front of the other (((Tao)))