My first relationship was at age 18, first kiss age 16, longest relationship was a year and it was a mess, a relationship I should have never gotten into but I was young, naïve and I never thought anyone would pay me any attention in a romantic way and was shocked when someone did, he was manipulative, had a cocaine problem, I don't regret it though because I learned a lot. I am currently in a different relationship and it's amazing and a very healthy one, it may only be my second relationship but I am learning and growing a lot from it, and it helps I am head over hills for the fellow