I was betrayed by my past love of life and also betrayed by her psychotherapist and my psychotherapist. I do not trust women any more. I especially do not trust feminists or liberal people, nor do I trust psychologists or social workers any more, which was a complete 180 for me, because previously these were among the kinds of people I placed much trust into. I consider myself to be quite liberal (at least I used to). Now I don’t know what I am or what I have become.

I no longer feel comfortable having sex with anyone, nor have I for years. Nor have I wanted to. Nor have I tried to meet any women, and even if I did, I would not have anything to offer a woman anyway, because women want a successful or potentially successful man in their life. I also have flushed my brains and my education and career down the toilet as a result of this sad, painful situation which threw me into an emotional tailspin years ago.

What would anyone suggest that I do to heal myself? I am a sad and probabally hopeless case.