I'm actually feeling much better today, Thanks for asking! I've somewhat dissociated myself from the whole situation and from him. I had lunch with a friend today, which was wonderful because it took my mind off a lot of things.
Also, the best part of my day: I found a therapist. I'm going Wednesday at 10am. She's mailing my paperwork to me so I can take my time filling it out and have it ready by Wednesday. I feel so much better just having that part taken care of!
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A good friend once told me: All the things that you are doing for others DO NOT GO IN VAIN, and it may seem that you are not getting a return, but you are, maybe not now, but God never lets any good deed go unrewarded.
"How can I feel abandoned, even when the world surrounds me;
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me;
How can I know so many; never really knowing anyone;
If I seem superhuman I have been Misunderstood."
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