Yesterday I called my mom and let myself talk about the problems in my life. I cried, that was good... bad timing (about 10 minutes before the kid I was watching was supposed to be picked up - don't worry, he was sleeping during my meltdown). Accepted mom's offer to come over and just keep me company for a while. Decided today to not contact the ex-boyfriend (we keep fighting) until he contacts me (he always demands to know "what I want"...um just to say hi). I called and arranged to have the carpets cleaned in the house I'm buying. I close Thursday and the carpets are being cleaned on Friday... now if I can just get ahold of the pest control guy. I drove to our sister city to pick up a crib I bought on craigslist. I called my T's office even though I was pretty sure they'd be closed. But, I'm having a lot of trouble (was willing to commit myself yesterday) so I thought I'd try to get help.