<font color="purple"> Hi everyone, my name is Jaye.
I came across this forum earlier today, and am hoping that a few of you may understand a little of what I'm going through.


Unfortunately, I relapsed earlier this week after gaining two months clean (heroin addiction) and I'm feeling pretty useless and ashamed right now!

I just feel like I'm stuck in a 'cycle' if that makes sense! I'll do well for a while, and then something will happen to just set me off using again. I don't know why I react like that, but I do - I've always been the same.

Anyway, I'd ramble all night long if I could but I'll leave it at that for now! I don't want to bore you all on my first post! I'm happy that I found a place like this though - I guess I just need a little support at the moment to get my act back together again!

I hope to get to know you all a little better.

Love,
Jaye. </font>