I called my T earlier, but didn't talk to her. I wouldn't be surprised if she is gone for the holiday weekend. I also emailed the professor and haven't heard back from him, but at least I reached out in those ways. Until I hear something back from someone I am just putting the book away and not worrying about it. Trying, anyway...

(actually, I did more than "put" the book away. I THREW it across the bed and against the wall on the other side. I have to say, that felt really good, lol. It can stay on the floor where it lies for now. I'm too busy breathing.)