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Well..where to start...? Just as a bit of insight, I was raised in a family of women, and I feel that has a lot to do with this particular issue.
I feel more emotionally attracted to women than men. I can really appreciate how beautiful some women are, both physically and otherwise. When I "see" myself 10 years from now, assuming all works out well, I see myself with a woman, not a man, and I feel the only way to have a really meaningful relationship or if I were to ever have a "soul mate" it would have to be with a women. Sexually though, there is no attraction there for me with women. Breasts, bums, neither of those do anything for me, and to be completely honest, the "other side" kind of grosses me out. What does attract me is the skin, the face, teeth, eyes, personality, body style and fashion sense. I'm way more old fashion and respectful about any kind of relationship with women, and I've always been that way.
It is extremely hard for me to admit this, even on a forum where I will probably never meet anyone on here irl, but it's about the exact opposite as far as men are concerned though.
I don't consider myself to be Gay, and just a note it is 100% not a matter of disrespect in any way shape or form, but the thought has never crossed my mind, though it has crossed the minds of others. Especially those more... "abrasive" guys who seem to talk about nothing but sports, cars, and women's breasts or otherwise.
Anyway, i'm starting to rant and lose my trail of thought, so I'll wrap this up. So, i'm interested in hearing some theories. I'm thinking it may be a "phase" that will change after I've had the chance to have intercourse with a woman, or that could confirm otherwise. I could be gay, or would it be possible to have some sort of an emotional but sex free relationship with a women while I just "use" men for that purpose? (Yeah..after saying it..that doesn't seem like such a great idea but all the same...)
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